July Women's

 

While sipping coffee in May ,I suddenly remembered , I was born in July. Two months to go!
And with that memory, let me tell you a little story of how a July baby became a woman.

July Women's are hurt easily but keep it to themselves.

''I survived every version of heartbreak that to rewrite me"

I have to accept faith that things will comes and go.

Its hurt me but I have to endured.

I have to smile even fake smile while my heart was torn apart because I  have learned

how to carry my pain with grace.

July Women's are mostly introverted 

I was a funny girl, like laughing and joking but that was my teenager things.

Now, I am a boring woman in the world because I am introvert person.

I was been verbally bullied by my friends from high school.

They always making fun of me about my physical appearance, my body, my job and my status.

''I was not born with a shield. I became one every time i forgave what broke my heart''

Its not easy to satisfying people but my way is not to meet them, and it was sixteen years ago .

Let it be fifty years even hundred years as long as my heart not pain.

July Women's are born under the warmest sun, but they carry a quiet storm inside.

They feel deeply, dream wildly, and love with heart full of summer thunder.

I should giving myself a gift as honoring a lifetime.

what should i buy? or what a most unique and meaningful birthday gift?

Yes , I want Tiramisu cake! (for now, hehehe)
Tiramisu cake cause I am Mysterious Tiramisu woman.

Just like Tiramisu, melting on the tongue, I am not just a July Women's, 

I am layered story of sweetness, strength and memories that will never forget.